airplane stuff..

im here now at bairnsdale australia. its okay.. sooo happy here. After we boarded on a BETTER airplane, I'm amazed coz the airplane's Krisworld is soooo cool. You can watch movie (but it can be stopped, forward, rewind, etc.) learn a language (such as french and spanish..) listen to some songs, watch tv shows (documentaries news etc) play games, know where the airplane is and the time befor we arrived at melbourne and etc... while the others are sleeping.. started to watch something: Narnia. Its not so nice but its okay. The storyline's easy to guess. Cool visuals and direction. Luv Susan. Overall i didn't enjoyed watching it. I didn't sleep at all ;). While I'm at the plane I did sooo many things. And before we landed i tried to watch You got mail... i didnt even finished it halfway...but a glimpse of melbourne made me feel happier.. ^_^

When we arrived in MElbourne,(that's 6 am..) we waited for them a little bit long. After they've pick us up, we went back to the hotel. Btw, its soooo cold here!! Its like -x degrees! lol. so much to tell but the computer is lag. I'll just update again when its fixed.

A chance at CHANGI

Hey guys! Im at CHangi Airport right now. Its Singapore's airport. Its nice to be back here. Its been I think uhmmm 9 months since i went here. I miss this place so badly. The airport's cool coz they have a free internet access. I just arrived here from Phil. The airport has a relaxing ambience. I miss sooo Singapor that's why Im starting to pick up some leaflets again. ;) Unfortunately, I'm just staying here for 3 hours. We will be transferring into an another plane mamayang 2055 (i dunno kung kelan yan... i think 8:55) sooo ayun. The airplane i took on is Singapore Airlines. Astig. They have a monitor that plays movies, audio, etc.


Anyway, changi airport is much much much^999 better than NAIA. I'm missing my friends. Huhuhu. The free internet access duration's only 15 mins, so i gotta type past. Btw, a surfer beside me types soo fast. Hahaha. THere. That's it. Ate's finished na so i better log out too. Bye guys. Till we see each other again. :)


okay okay. fast lng toh. inedit ko lng eh. ssbihin ko lng na walang YM dito and im typing in a hard-to-type keypad (much lyk in a laptop) with a LCD screen. Hahahaha. I will be in sitting in a plane again for (counts...) 9 HOURS! waaah. My butt must be burned by that time. Anyways, gud luck to me!!

I'll be posting some new pics as soon as I arrived from Aussie. Again, bye bye for now! ^_^


----------------------->Gate F42 CHANCE<-------------------

heehhehehe... im here now at the Gate F42, where I'm waiting for the boarding thing. Uhmmm..luckily I got to surf the computer first. And as always, its much^999999999999999 better than ours. A pity coz the Phil's left behind. Hahaha! Our only hope is being colonized again! Lol. After I log out on my previous access, we bought some burger king burgers with us. I spoke English ofcourse. Hahahaha. We got our order and we saw a Japanese type food chain where you pick your order in a rotating thing. lol. i dunno what its called. Our drinks are Milo! hahaha. hmmmm what else? oh yeah, we've search for a Starbucks here too. We've seen it in the directory and its in the other end, but when we went there, there's a end; but no Starbucks! >_ < luckily there's a monitor to the rescue.. :)

(btw there's a TV that shows American Idol)

there's no more time!!!

byebye!

Marie Antoinette Peek

hehehe... i just remembered that i've been browsing a few pages of Marie Antoinette (2006) starring Kirsten Dunst (which I definitely don't agree with. Kirsten's sooooooo not Marie Antoinette! x_x). I've seen many pics, and I think the set and costumes are fab. You did a RAP guys. Hope the movie's going to be well. Being nominated at the Cannes is a good sign. Hahahaha. Can't wait to see the movie!

anyways here are some pics:

the fabulous wedding scene. seems like they are remaking the grandeur of the Versailles. Notice that Kirsten is not wearing a veil. I've read that Marie Antoinette wore a veil that was passed to the Romanovs. Nicholas II's sis wore it. hohumm.. historical Inaccuracies. Kirsten's dress is beautiful, but she doesn't have the bust for it. Lol

i think this scene is when Marie Antoinette is being taken to France. But look. uhoh, is that an archduchess? she looks like a peasant girl being taken to a coach.But I think that's nice

portrayal. A naive girl wondering what is she doing on another land, but where's the princess material here?! Look at her posture. Sooo lyk a peasant girl.

is this the day after the wedding? they luk good. The dauphin luks lyk he doesnt know what to do. Way to go Jason! Marie Antoinette's seductive. Isn't she supposed to be like Jason too?

Now this more lyk it! hahaha! Marie Antoinette's very motherly here. Good Kirsten. You've impressed me. But what?! Madame Royal and the Dauphin?! is that those two? uhoh. Madame Royal supposed to be 13 y.o. (i dont know, but in early puberty) and the dauphin must be on 8 y. o. Innacuracies again.

I have many pix to post, but may computer's too damn slow. I guess if you want more, go search the IMDB boards.

Yep yep. that's right

Yes.. after a hard days work!! I finished my blog! :)

nothing to say anyway. but the reason i choose the template is not because of what im posting. I don't care if its relevant to the contents of this blog or not. I choose the template simply because that's what I'm feeling right know. I dunno if you guys know this, but as i said on my earlier entries (although they are not sadistic-ish) i feel that I'm being left behind. The days go on but I'm still stucked on another dimension. Seems lyk Im not moving on or something. Im looking for something (or someone) that could save me from this infinite abyss of melancholy. Drama. hahahaha

yesterday, i've had a conversation with alyzza, nd she's uhmm... scared? yeah. looks lyk shes doesnt want to go to 3rd year. Why? Coz she thinks she doesnt get along with others well. Now THAT'S scary. lol

i also feel the same way ungri, dont worry.. :)

well, its just that the school's soooo unfair! grrr! or they are maarte or sumthin. they add and add and add and add special 'unecessary' sections. and me? where will i be? ofcourse. on the 'left-behind' (as we call it) ones. hahahaha. I don't know why do they have to make that stuff, but it walls the unity of the students! They don't get along with each other well because once your in a special section, your classmates are the same (or in the star section)! (ooops...wrong!) let me put that this way. The unity decreases because some students didn't got to know all of their batch mates. Why? because they didnt get a chance to become classmates. Know what I mean?!

anyway. future's ALWAYS uncertain. who knows, i might love this sy more than my previous year?

ang e4t

nakakainis... andame kong tinry na template but i only ended up using my old template. grrrrrrr. tulong nman jan! xete nman ksi eh. jonats, help me!! sana nman sumday gumanda na tong blog ko. huhuhuhu. sayang ang e4t ko. >_<

[after uhmm... many hours of perseverance..]

yes!! kahit hindi xa maxadong maganda! mission accomplished pa rin!! xemay! grabe na toh!! hahahaha ansayasaya! malapit na magtwelb! hahaha ansaya talaga! salamat jonathan! tnx tlga! tsaka sa mga encouragement nio! jingjing ate bea alyzza!! lahat lahat na! hahahaha! salamat talaga. xet. ang gnda n ng blog ko.. T_____T naiiyak n ko hayyy.. cge.. pagbubutihin ko pa ngaun pagsusulat! yipee! ganda na ng blog ko!! yay!

mejo mahirap magedit ng html, pro aun buti nlang naaus ko na! yehey! saya! ^______^

if u luv me go give me a hug

hehehehe.. wala lng! cge bgyan mo ko ng hug ha. bkit ba andame ko nang post?

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hayy.. bat ba palagi nalang ako naiinis

hehehe... eto na naman ako. wala lng. gusto ko lng ipost tong nararamdaman ko. naiinis lng ako. ewan ko talaga, hindi ko talaga alam kung naiinis tong tao tong saken, pro sana wag snob, ksi pinansin ko nman xa. kaya cguro nging suplado ako, kasi suplado rin ang mga taong nsa paligid ko.


ewan ko. ayoko na. bakit kasi sila pa. ngayon wala na kong magagawa.

blogger: a more intimate side

hayyy... ayun lng.. iaanounce ko lng na mas intimate tong blog na to. dito ko ilalagay ung outlook ko at ung anger ko sa mga tao. kaya kung alam mo tong blog na to. swerte ka... hahaha.. mas serious to kaysa sa multiply. its a secret. kung nabasa mo to. wag mong ikakalat. okay? salamat friend. panigurado ako, friend kita pag nabasa mo to.

what is life all about?

marami na akong nakilalang tao na nagsasabi ang buhay daw ay

-->problema
-->saya
-->pera
-->luv
-->past
-->sex

ayan. ayon yan sa aking experience. xempre iisaisahin ko..hehehe

[problema]

marami nian. sbi nila ang buhay daw ay puro problema lng. khit ako puro problema nlang din ang buhay ko eh. andameng problema. pro ewan ko ba. wala akong pakialam. hahahaha. ang problema ko lng nmn eh ang konsyensya ko. at ang mga tao. bkit ba maraming tao ang mapanghusga? ayun ang nakakainis. akala nila kilala na nila ko, pero hindi. hindi nila alam kung sino ang tunay na ako. kaya kahit kailan hindi ako magiging masaya kung mgiging kasama ko cla. kaya talagang binibigyan ko ng mataas na pagpapahalaga ung mga kaibigan ko kasi kahit na naiinis sila sa akin minsan atleast naiintindihan nila ako at totoo sila sa akin. no strings attached. hindi controlled ung pakikitungo nila. i miss mah friends.. :'(. at eto pa pala. wag na kaung maarte. papakamatay pa kau. hindi yan ang solusyon. kelangan nio lang ng konting 'soul searching' papaano ba un? ewan ko. try ko nalang magpost tungkol sa soul searching okay?

[saya]

eto eh kabaligtaran ng problema. maraming tao ang happy-go-lucky. madalas eh mga mukhang hindus tong mga to. pinapairal ang 'karma' at 'destiny'. ewan ko ba, pero minsan gani2 rin ako. parang tinatakasan ang problema. kunyari masaya ang buhay pero hindi nman pala. puro ngiti ang nakikita un pala namamatay ka na sa loob. ang hirap din nung ganon no. nabubuhay ka sa imahinasyong 'saya'. tandaan na walang permanente sa buhay. kaya wag puro 'saya' lng ang ipangtatapat mo sa buhay mo. matuto kang maging seryoso. hahaha. hindi ko na mapaliwanag. pero dapat eh wag eto ang maging sentro ng buhay mo dahil in the end hindi ka rin nman magiging masaya. gets? bahala na kaung umintindi.

[pera]

'money makes the world go round' iyan ang kadalasan mong maririnig sa mga palabas lalung lalo na sa mga game shows kung saan eh sumesentro sa mga prizes at mga give aways. marami ring executives ang nabubuhay lang para magkaroon ng pera. pero kung iisipin mo, mas masaya pa ang wala kang pera ngunit may nagmamahal sayo. hindi katulad ng marami kang pera pero lahat eh pinaplastik ka para lang makuha ang yaman mo. weh, plastik. hahaha. pero kung ating iisipin, ang pera ay mahalagang kasangkapan ng pagmamahal. bakit? kau na bahala jan. mairap iexplain eh. tandaan na ang pera ay hindi sagot sa mga pangangailangan natin lalo na kung emotional na pangangailangan ito. hindi mo kailangan gumastos para lang pansinin ka. pero ako, sa totoo lang, nagastos dahil gus2 kong pansinin ako. hindi ko alam, pero dun lang ako sumasaya. pagnapapansin ako ng tao. mahirap alisin sa isang tao ang pagaasam sa pera dahil man by nature eh ingitero. hindi tayo nakokontento. at napatunayan ko na yan. bakit nga ba tayo hindi nagiging kontento? dahil din to sa mga tao. tayo ay mapanghusga kaya xempre nagkakaroon ng pangiingit. kunyari, may isang tao, c Ace, narinig ang conversation ni Boe, sabi "eeew. auku nga ng 6610, ampangit pangit nun eh" xempre, eto namang c Ace, 6610 ang cellphone; eh di anung nangyari? parang gusto na niang palitan ksi nga prang natamaan xa na pangit ung phone nia. marami pang evidence ang nagpapakita na ang buhay ng tao ngayon lagi nalang umiikot sa pera pero in the end hindi rin naman natutugunan ang mga pangangailangan nila.

[luv]

on the contrary, maraming nagsasabi na 'love makes the world go round' dito ako naniniwala. kasi dahil sa pagmamahal sumasaya ako. hindi na kailangan ng mahabang pagpapaliwanag. eto lng; pag nasabing i love you, cguradong iiba na ung pkiramdam ng isang tao. pwedeng sumaya xa or matakot. bakit matatakot? ksi bka hindi i luv u ang ibalik nia. kitams? sa love na talaga umiikot ang mundo. at pagmayyumakap sau or nanghalik sa yo, panigurado ur refreshed. isa pa yan. nagpapalakas sa atin ang pagmamahal. sa pagmamahal natin makukuha ang contentment. pramis. ika nga nila eh, wala ka nang hihilingin pa.

[past]

naranasan mo na bang mabasted? ako hindi pa. behlat mo. lol. marami sa atin ang ganun. nabasted lang di na makamove-on. maraming pangyayari ang nagbubunga ng intense trauma sa buhay natin. xempre dahil sa tindi nito eh hindi mo na mapagpatuloy ang buhay mo. alam mo ang solution jan? yeah. medical help. kelangan komunsulta sa mga psychologists. joke. matibay lang na paniniwala. spiritual counseling. promise. with GOD, nothing is imposible. si GOD lang talaga ang tanging solution sa mga problema mo tol. wag kang magpakamatay dahil sa past. PAST is PAST okay? hindi na un mauulit. kaya kahit anung gusto mong gawing research sa isang tao eh hindi mo pa rin xa makikilalang lubusan. lol. basta tol, create a new life with GOD. start it and end it with GOD. maganda yan.

[sex]

libog! hahaha. cnu ba dito ang hindi malibog? ikaw? owwwws. asa ka pa! tinatago mo lang yang kalibugan mo eh! hahaha. lol. seriously, marami dito ang buhay eh umiikot lng sa sex. umiikot sa making luv, copulation na minsan eh nagiging reproduction. gumamit ka kasi ng contraceptives. lol. ayos lng ang konting sex at konting libog, pro wag sobra kasi baka mabaog ka na. wag ka rin magpremarital sex dahil ang ratio dapat ng sex eh 1:1. ngayon kung di ka pa kontento eh sarilihin mo nalang yan, wag ka ng gumamit ng ibang tao. gets? :) magdasal ka. promise. magdasal ka. iwasan ang temptation! ^_^ sbi ko nga kanina, sarilinin mo na lang yan.

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ayan. thorough discussion na yan ha. pero dapat eh paghaluhaluin mo yang mga yan para magkaroon ng meaningful lyf. maikli lang ang buhay. live ur lyf to the fullest. ^_^

suplado -unique attitude-

heheehehe.. and2 na naman ako. u got it right, im suplado. xempre nung una di ko pa matanggap na ganun nga ako. Pero ngaun tanggap ko na talaga. and im havin problems dealing with that attitude. xempre nhihirapan ako. i min, wla akong kinakausap dito sa bahay and i rarely talk. dati, oo, madaldal ako. hanggang ngaun nmn eh. kso dumadaldal lng tlg ko pg ung mga 'mpgkakatiwalaan' at true friends or peepz ung ksma ko. khit nga dti, mga insans ko mdaldal dn ako, nagbago nlang ako bgla. suddenly, tumahimik ako at nasa isang tabi nlng. prang oti. nd that hurts me much. ewan ko. ngiging ksp na ko. yeah. and i took a test regarding self-esteem. npka baba raw ng self esteem ko.

wat bothers me more ryt now is mrmi na ngang nagsasabi na isnabero ako and suplado and others, at mas mraming tao ang nagbabago. xempre, sbi ko nga dti sa sarili ko, im being left behind. ung mga dting kaclose ko, prang isang milya na ang layo. hindi ko alam kung pinaplastik nila ako or what. minsan nga, khit mskt mn sbhin, eh pinaplastik ko nlang rin cla. xmpre db anherap nun. iisipin mo ung mga pinagsamahan nio tpos mauuwi lng pla sa gni2. tumindi ang distance nmn. at apektado ako dun.

iniisip ko kung bkit nga ba ako naging suplado, at yeah... one thing that appears on my mind is my status. a childish boy who is left behind at his home, with no friends. prang in-exile ang dating. nabubuhay lng ako sa computer..computer..at computer. another is that maxado cguro akong sensitib sa mga reaksyon ng tao tungkol sakin. mapagsalitaan lng ako ng mejo di nice eh iba na ang tingin ko. ksi xempre pakiramdam ko nakakairita na ko. nd ayuku mging pabigat or panggulo sa ibang tao. ewan. bsta sensitive tlga ko. supeeeer sensitive ako lalo na paghindi ako napapansin. (ayan nga eh. ksp nga ksi) alam mo un? pagbabatiin mo tpos di ka rin papansinin? or pagmy cnbi kng line tpos wla lng. ung nsa climax na tps ssbhin lng pla "anu un?". naiinis ako pg nagaganun ako. nababadtrip tlga ako. at eto pa. naiinis din ako pg binabara ako. sa skul nga may isang tao akong kinaiinisan or dalawang tao pla na pg may cnsbi ako ssbhin "akala mo nmn ksi nakakatawa" at mrami pang iba. grrrr. i rily hate those peepz.

yeah, pano at kailan nga ba ako nagiging suplado? sbi nila khit sa bahay daw suplado ako. lgi akong nkasumangot at walang kinakausap. ewan ko. pkirmdm ko ksi galit lhat ng tao sa akin. at pg mrming tao tpos meron ung hndi ko kaclose hindi ko tlga cla kinakausap. khit alam ko na close kmi dti at alam din nia d ko p rn xa knakausap. one thing is naiihiya ako. another thing is that hindi ko alam kung anu ung ssbihin ko. kahapon nga eh, nagkaroon ng 'family reunion' and i rily got so annoyed. buong gbi ko inisip, 'mark isip ka ng ssbhin'. wala ako masabi. bkit? ksi wla nmn tlga akong kaclose sa knila. (sana lang hindi nila to mabasa. kya ng dirty secrets eh. ms gugus2hin ko png ung multiply ko nlng bshin nila. pra lng toh sa mga tunay kong kaibigan. so ibig sbhin pg binigay ko sau tong link na to ibig sbhin eh pinagkakatiwalaan kita) aun nga. hindi ko alam kung ano ung sasabihin ko. eh anu nman magagawa ko? hindi ako sanay mkipgkapwa tao.

napatunayan ko na rin sa sarili ko na tama nga. boring akong tao. khit anung isip ang gawin ko, wala pa rin akong alam na sbihin. ksi ung mga sinasabi ko, walang appeal sa mga kausap ko. kaya in the end, magiinvisible lng ako. or iiistealth ko nlang sila. sorry ha, kasi hindi lng nmn ikaw ang tinatamad kumausap skin. mas tinatamad akong kausapin ka. anu pa ba. yeah. tanong lng ako ng tanong at sagot lng cla ng sagot. eh wla nga kong msabi diba? sna intindihin nlng nila ko. bow.

eto lng. ksi kagabi or dti pa yta ako nagiisip. inalis ko na to sa isipan ko. ayan. swerte ka ksi nabasa mo to. heehehehe!

sunday:april 23

heehhehe.. wla lng po....
-i started the day waking up (xempre)

note: kagabi, bwisit na bwisit ako dhil naiwan ko ung unan ko kala dadi... grrr. kinuha ko nlng ung mga unan dito sa my sala.. soo uncomfy... :c

-nakita ko c mami na nagpapamanicure and stuff.. sbi ni mami maligo na raw ako. i declined. tinatamad pa eh. :P

-dumating cla tita dinda, nanay, danae, at tito renald pra sa aircon nd dalaw lng. sbay kmi ngbreakfast

-nagpiano ako nung 10.30. as usual. stiff neck!

-inet.. wla nmng kwenta.

-kumain. daldalan sa labas

-inet ulit. wla n nmng kwenta.. ayy oo nga pla.. puta.. may nakita akong site... naclick ko sa im ni

romuald.. amf.. asar ako eh!

-bihis at umalis para mgcmba nung 2.30

-bumili ako ng salad. matamis. sarap. cla mami bili ng dinuguan

-balik sa katarungan. sasama pla cla danae.. X(

-puntang town... wla lng.. powerbuks

-sa powerbuks.. hinanap ko ang mga buks na tungkol kay marie antoinette... to no avail.. T_T

-kumain. nkita ang mga tan. hahahaha. ayan na nman ang pgiging suplado ko't isnabero. >:P

-inintay cla ate. dinala rin ang lahi nila. umuwi na cla danae.

-namasyal. picture. nkipgchismisan.

-timezone! yeah! time crisis rox! hahaha! lgi nmng namamatay T_T

-uwi na.

-the end-

**nothing follows**

first post

uhmmm.... uhuh... first post.. hahaha.... i started in friendster.. then multiply... now blogger.. i dunno what to choose... hahahaha... x_____x guess i'll post whatever i want... call me a NPB.. lol no permanent blog... hmmm... i think multiply's better... hahahaha... >_< whatever... i'll just post whatever i want.. this blog is lot lyk friendster's.. hahahaha.. nothing.. not-a-thing.. i still say multiply's better... beh.. :P but dont worry ill keep this journal upd8d too.. hahahah!! so i guess... welcome to blogger myself!